I have heard “I love you” a lot this weekend. That’s a positive. Basically the most romantic weekend ever just lying around in Jamie’s house, almost constantly drunk, cuddling and talking and ummm yeah it was fun haha.
It’s like methadone though. He relieves the pain at the cost of an addiction.
Miss him already so I feel a bit pathetic, but so utterly loved up that it’s hard to care.
In more worrying news – my cousin has hooked up with his flatmate. This weirds me out on a massive scale. Is it really necessary!? Like, nothing is sacred. Now if I am at his flat, she might be there. This scares me. And makes me massively uncomfortable.
This isn’t very articulate thus far but its 1.15am so don’t expect too much stylish chat.
Also I have done something DRASTIC. Sent a letter of apology to Linda, who has hated me for around a year now. Could go either way, she might surprise me by responding nicely or gratify me by ignoring it completely or prove everything I have ever said bad about her to be correct by mocking me for even trying. It was bugging me though. The way we feel out and stuff was ridiculous, and considering that whole incident involving me and her I think its a shame we cant even be civil. She has nasty shit about me on her bebo, for fucks sake. Who does that? Anyway, we’ll see how that develops.
I start work tomorrow. I’m nervous. Better get to bedfordshire!
Tags: jamie, linda, playscheme
